I noticed how much u wanted to reject me~

Unfolding the truth~my tears held back with no purpose~~

Y~~ ?

Now, i knw the fact tat , u had made me STRONg~

but yet vry fragile~~

The way u looked at me; the way u spoke to me; the way u treated me; it's a stark contrast to the way u treated others~~

WAs tat it~? u knew it deep in the heart~~

I remember so vividly the greetings u had written to me on my b'day card ~

the words were purposely deformed~ just to disguise the fact that

you despise a fren a tiny little fren which makes no difference in your colorful puzzle of life~~

u take me for granted~?

Perhaps~ these were all my guilty assumptions that i prayed hard to be true~

Its my Pessimistic's mind ruling~

Deep in the heart ~ not knowing which corner was it~~

neither my devil nor my angel~

but the fine line between them:

Jia jun~ it's an utter worthless bargain~~

Maybe it's true ~ that i cant live without u ~~ but ~

Maybe one is better than two~

[only God knew where this thoughts of mine suddenly chucked its head out and roar~]

[forgive me]

It is Mr. J-jun Hyde typing~~

maybe Dr. J-jun Jekyll will come back anytime ~?